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A new hello to the world…

Have moved on to WordPress.com 🙂

Find it nice, clean and more customizable… Loved this theme, hope you all enjoy it as much as I do!

Keep that feedback pouring in and motivate me to write more! 🙂

Adios!

This day, That year…

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I have been wanting to write from a long time, ever since my last post I’ve been wanting that silence and peace more than ever… I guess it took me a long time to realize where to find it… 

3rd January, 2010:


My Facebook status said, 
Grant me the senility to forget the people I never liked anyway, The good fortune to run into the ones I do, and The eyesight to tell the difference.” 

You know, I must have read this somewhere.But the moment I read it, I knew I wanted this to be true. I meant it every word when I reread it again and again. And it must be one of those moments, when He grants you what you ask for. It was my good fortune that I ran into the right comrades without whom my journey the last year would not have brought me where I stand now, for they were the ones who guided & assisted me, showed their faith in me, laughed & danced during the light moods, lent me a shoulder during the ‘not so’ light ones. 

Comrades new and comrades old, The old ones never seemed to get weary of me. They’d been with me in those times when Vivek Todi was not exactly the same as you see today. And the new ones? They were and still are those who help me help myself stay insanely sane and stable through everything this year has shown me. 

This year I also learnt that I can forget those close friends whom I don’t want to like anymore, And I must confess I do not remember any valid reason for not liking them anymore other than the fact that I do not like them anymore. I have been successful enough in staying away from unfriendly, unwanted & selfish associations I had been trying to get out of. And this itself was my first step in learning to difference between the good and the bad. I began to calculate.

It’s not that I’ve been always very calculative about my associations, mind you I do not speak of my relations over here only associations! I believe relations are far above than petty calculations. Speaking in terms of business logic, a relation is a business where you simply enjoy the transaction without worrying about the profit or loss.  As for associations, I’ve been calculative about them this year. 

But the real achievement wasn’t about becoming calculative, the achievement was learning when to stop these calculations. Things change when time passes by, associations turn into needs, passions and commitments to die for. And that’s where it all stops, all the calculations come to an end. 

It’s like knowing when you’ve fallen in love… And then you know where to steer…

The importance of Today…

“Your honest attempt to bring smiles on their faces will always remain the reason for you to smile…”

This line shall always, always, be my motivation for taking up the clown’s role for Children’s Day Celebration at my Alma Mater, KC College NSS Unit’s Anandotsav… I never knew it would be so rewarding till the day of performance…


I still remember the first time, in 2008, I walked into our sports room filled with old aged ladies from ‘Home for the Elderly’, Their smiles and surprised faces seem so fresh in my memory… They clutched my arms and asked the photographer to click snaps, some even asked me to sing a song from ‘Mera naam Joker’… Thanked me, asked my name & told me they’d pray for all of us for making their day… That warm feeling sank in so well, making someone like me feel all butter… Not to mention the love showered by the kids, Life never felt so good… So relaxed, So happy that I could just forgive anyone in the world if he asked for it…


And that moment I resolved that, “This one day Vivek Todi shalt not miss as a chance to do good, no matter what.” Truly limitless happiness in one day…

Ehsaas hota kash tujhe… Aye Dost…

Shayar ki jaan uski shayari me hoti hai,
Dost tujh par aaj ek sher nisaar karta hoon…

Kash tujhe ehsaas hota,
Teri dosti se kitna pyar karta hoon…

Mehfil ki talaash me bhatak jaata hoon toh,
Tere hi sahare ka intezaar karta hoon…

Bhid bhari duniya me tanha paata hoon khud ko toh,
Tere hi saath ka deedar karta hoon…

Kash tujhe ehsaas hota,
Teri dosti se kitna pyar karta hoon…

Aitbar karta hoon Teri dosti ka,
Aaj khule aam tujhse yeh izhaar karta hoon…

Kash tujhe ehsaas hota mere dost!
Teri dosti se kitna pyar karta hoon…

>Something just came up my mind!

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SY khatam! Yea baby!

Results on the 17th, ah well its gonna be a dreadful day.

When I look back at SY, there’s so much I’m gonna miss when I go to TY. SY brought me my greatest friends in college. It brought me the best opportunities in life! Well, i regret not studying Java perfectly. So TY’s on, board examination year. Time to take up studies seriously.

Well, its the time to take studies seriously now. By the way that does not mean I never took studies seriously. It’s just that I’ve gotta give studies the highest priority this year.

Its all about giving the right priorities. It’s all about the clarity of your thought process which gives you a clear picture of what you are and what you want to be. Once you know where you’re gonna head, you know you’re gonna hit the right spot.

Now one ought to know that setting up the wrong priorities in life can land u into deep shit! And then the pains taken up to clean that shit wastes a lotta time and energy. Well sometimes you have people to pull you outta the mess too, but its not everyday that you look behind you and find someone selflessly standing there to help you. The only persons who are always gonna be there are your parents and then your friends.

But its still a question for me that should I always pester my dad or my mom about the woes of life? Especially when there’s a lot of work pressure on papa and mummy’s unwell? No doubt, they’ll always be ready to help me out anywhere & everywhere! But I dunno!

Friends? Well, I must be the luckiest soul alive to have so many friends in ma life with whom I can share all my woes of my life. Anything that bothers me, will definitely bother ma pals if they know about it. And that’s why I call these guys the Gift of ma life… Though I always wanted a sibling, Destiny perhaps had something else in mind…

So much for today… Time to work with Java 🙂
Adios!

A thousand hands for the success of one…

Where did I start? And where have I reached? There’s still a long way ahead… Even today, when I look back… I know I’ve walked a lot… Struggled, Fought my way through…

Fought my way through temptations, through lust & distractions. It’s been a great ride so far. Bumpy, full of twists, tonnes of turns… Its been splendid!

And all the credit goes to those who’ve supported me during the darkest days… My parents. I don’t know how to scale the gratification I have for them… Everything I achieve is my gift to them…

Apart from my parents… My loved one… Who stood by me, always… I know I could never give you quality time… Thanks for understanding everything… love u…

My college… Principal madam & Dabholkar sir for giving me that one chance!!(I need not mention when, They know it!!)

My teachers… Not just my dept teachers, But every teacher… They were the pillars of motivation to me… Somewhere inside… Thank you is just a word to express those feelings of gratefulness…

And my friends… Should I mention their names? Oh its a long list… No I won’t be tired to type their names out… But I’m pretty bad with my ROM… and I dun wanna miss anyone’s name out here… All I wanna say is that… Love you all guys! You’ve always been there for me every single time I needed you…

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